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Am I Truly Free?

What does freedom mean?

What is the real essence of being free?

Does being free means  that I can do whatever I want to do?

Does being free means that I can say whatever I want to say?

Or…

It has a limitation?

I can do anything I want to do as long as it is not violable by law.
I can say anything I want to say as long as it is not hurting others.

In this case, can I ask…
Am I truly Free???


Title: Buhos Ariel

Our group had a representative that will symbolize the persona of  the “unborn”. And the colored water that we were holding symbolizes the different factors that make a person unborn.
Unborn in the sense that something was aborted or taken away from you.
His white attire symbolizes innocence. We poured him with different kind of dark colored water that symbolizes the different factors that takes away the innocence of a person.

Hr 3-1’s Performance Art

The group gave the audience a privilege to do anything to them.

Their concept of “Unborn” is that they have to limit and control themselves from reacting to what is being done to them.

ElipsisUnconditional Love? What is that? Do you even believe in that? Are you willing to disregard yourself and lay your life for another just to be recognize that you are loving unconditionally?But the question is, “Will you be happy to love unconditionally?”It all started one rainy day…Bimbo was soaking wet as he heads towards the mall. On his left was a girl soaking wet like him and on her right was a man looking so refreshed by the rain.And who had’ve known that this simple encounter would lead them to a heartbreaking end?He is asking himself on how to be happy. She is asking herself how to make him happy. And, He is asking himself how can I make him happy?Contentment. Do we feel contented? No. We always search for something, and when we finally get that something, we move on and find another.But for how long?Rafael always felt that way. Like he is always in search for something. Will he find that contentment?How does it feel to be an option? Can you feel contentment for being an option?Did Suzy feel contented for being Rafael’s option?Do you believe that love is for sharing? For how long Bimbo can share Rafael to Suzy?Bimbo, Rafael and Suzy.Who is the one loving unconditionally?Bimbo accepted Rafael wholeheartedly. He knew that he is not alone in Rafael’s life but he doesn’t give a damn. He’s okay with it as long as Rafael was telling him everything. Until he found out about Suzy. He was insecure for goodness sake!Suzy is undeniably a woman. While he…He finally got to his senses and decided to have a talk with Suzy. They both agree to share a same man. To his surprise, Suzy told him that she knew were she stands. He was happy because Suzy stated what he wants to hear from her.He’s the first, the original. And He thinks, he deserves what is really for him.But as the days passes by, he felt that he was being neglected? What was happening?He confronted Rafael. He let him choose between him and that Suzy girl.It’s a matter of life and death choice.She thought it was okay to be an option. She thought it was okay to be the second best. Maybe she was being selfish, but now, she wants Rafael all by herself.She will do everything and anything to have Rafael, without Bimbo.She will risk everything she have just to make him choose her.It’s a matter of life and death choice.He can’t choose between the both of them. He just can’t.But he have to.After weighing everything, he finally made a choice.And it’s a matter of life and death choice.I’ve realized that I love him that much that I am willing to share him with someone else.I know this is stupidity but…This is my choice.For so much love I feel for him, I realized that I am willing to be just his option.I know this is stupidity but…This is my choice.For some reasons that I can’t let them go, I realized that I am willing to sacrifice for their happiness. I am willing to disregard my self and lay my life for them.I know this is stupidity but…This is my choice.

Elipsis

Unconditional Love? What is that? Do you even believe in that?
Are you willing to disregard yourself and lay your life for another just to be recognize that you are loving unconditionally?
But the question is, “Will you be happy to love unconditionally?”

It all started one rainy day…
Bimbo was soaking wet as he heads towards the mall. On his left was a girl soaking wet like him and on her right was a man looking so refreshed by the rain.

And who had’ve known that this simple encounter would lead them to a heartbreaking end?

He is asking himself on how to be happy. She is asking herself how to make him happy. And, He is asking himself how can I make him happy?

Contentment.
Do we feel contented?
No.
 We always search for something, and when we finally get that something, we move on and find another.
But for how long?
Rafael always felt that way. Like he is always in search for something. Will he find that contentment?

How does it feel to be an option? Can you feel contentment for being an option?
Did Suzy feel contented for being Rafael’s option?

Do you believe that love is for sharing?
For how long Bimbo can share Rafael to Suzy?

Bimbo, Rafael and Suzy.
Who is the one loving unconditionally?

Bimbo accepted Rafael wholeheartedly. He knew that he is not alone in Rafael’s life but he doesn’t give a damn. He’s okay with it as long as Rafael was telling him everything. Until he found out about Suzy. He was insecure for goodness sake!
Suzy is undeniably a woman. While he…
He finally got to his senses and decided to have a talk with Suzy. They both agree to share a same man. To his surprise, Suzy told him that she knew were she stands. He was happy because Suzy stated what he wants to hear from her.
He’s the first, the original. And He thinks, he deserves what is really for him.
But as the days passes by, he felt that he was being neglected? What was happening?
He confronted Rafael. He let him choose between him and that Suzy girl.
It’s a matter of life and death choice.


She thought it was okay to be an option. She thought it was okay to be the second best. Maybe she was being selfish, but now, she wants Rafael all by herself.
She will do everything and anything to have Rafael, without Bimbo.
She will risk everything she have just to make him choose her.
It’s a matter of life and death choice.


He can’t choose between the both of them. He just can’t.
But he have to.
After weighing everything, he finally made a choice.
And it’s a matter of life and death choice.


I’ve realized that I love him that much that I am willing to share him with someone else.
I know this is stupidity but…
This is my choice.

For so much love I feel for him, I realized that I am willing to be just his option.
I know this is stupidity but…
This is my choice.

For some reasons that I can’t let them go, I realized that I am willing to sacrifice for their happiness. I am willing to disregard my self and lay my life for them.
I know this is stupidity but…
This is my choice.

Pink Film: Ang Lihim ni Antonio

Ang Lihim ni Antonio talks about teenage issues of a fifteen year old boy who’s confuse on his own sexuality and on how it isolates him from his friends.

Our professor asked us: “What is Antonio’s secret?”  And we answer in unison that his secret is him being gay and her mother is the one who killed Uncle Jo.

But our answers were wrong. How can it be a secret while all along the movie, we the audience knew those things. Those things were shown on the movie, so what is really Antonio’s secret?

And we were silent for a moment to think and to ask ourselves, "Ano nga ba?"

Those two were the ones that keep popping on my mind and I can’t think of any reasons that can be Antonio’s secret.

Until our professor explained everything. He told us that the real secret of Antonio is that he didn’t really accept himself as a gay. Yes, it was shown in the movie that he is like that but there are no confirmation done.

So, closet queens out there go out and declare yourselves now. ^___________^v

Do not think that being gay will alienate you from your peers. Sometimes, acceptance can lead you to a greater number of peers J

Philo Film: Pleasantville

A film about two siblings who were transported inside a television show named “Pleasantville”.

When the two of them arrived there, they cause a great change that the people in Pleasantville couldn’t or didn’t want to accept.

Everything undergoes for a change.

Change is the only permanent thing in the world. It is inevitable.  We will always come to a point that we have to change.

It is better to accept and nurture everything than to stop the inevitable.

First pic group 1’s installation art :)

Talks about the people that was UNFREE.

Unfree ‘coz they were imprisoned inside the different factors that stops them from being FREE.

Second pic Last group’s installation art :)

They said that when a person being discriminated dies, it is the time when the society realizes his/her worth.

The thing that is Private for me

Private? 

When can you say that a certain thing is PRIVATE for you?

There is ONLY ONE THING that is very PRIVATE for me…

I don’t know why I keep this to MYSELF… maybe SOMEDAY, I can SHARE it…

but for NOW… I don’t think so.

I know that this THING was for sharing… I SHARE… but only the SURFACE of it.

I am AFRAID that SOMEBODY might DISCOVER the DEPTH of it…

I am not yet READY…

Because I BELIEVE that there is ALWAYS a RIGHT TIME for EVERYTHING…

And I am still biding my time for it.

I know for somebody, it may sound…

SELFISH

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INSENSITIVE

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UNREASONABLE

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But after all those events that cause me to locked it to myself…

I think…

I have MADE the RIGHT CHOICE…

I CAN’T AFFORD TO HURT SOMEBODY…

So as much as I can…

I TURN MY BACK

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I WALK AWAY.

Sound of Silence for me can also be subjected to INNOCENCE…
A child, was innocent fro everything around them. 
They didn’t care a bit about what is happening there.
They are free from the hurt, mature people experience.
It is as if like they had their own little world——a world free from such hurtful things…

Sound of Silence for me can also be subjected to INNOCENCE…

A child, was innocent fro everything around them. 

They didn’t care a bit about what is happening there.

They are free from the hurt, mature people experience.

It is as if like they had their own little world——a world free from such hurtful things…

Who I Think I Am

             Do I really know the REAL ME?  Am I being TRUE to MYSELF?

      It tickles my mind if I do know the real me. There are instances that I think I am strong, when at the back of my mind I felt so vulnerable. When I think of going out of my shell, I will suddenly retreat and choose to be with myself again. Sometimes, I think I am confident enough to face the world, but then,  my insecurities keep on butting my way. And especially, I think I am the ideal daughter for them, but still, there are times that I unintentionally fails them.

      I feel like I lost my track in a labyrinth-a labyrinth where I can find the real me at the end. Am I really the person whom I think I am? Or I just have to gain my focus again and find my way up to the end of the labyrinth?